HOW I FOUND MY DIVINE SOUL BLUEPRINT
Have you ever heard of a divine soul blueprint? I know this probably never crossed your mind before. I mean it took me about 38 years to find out what it is exactly. I don’t normally get into astrology, so I don’t like to really get too involved with it’s science or solutions, for instance I never check my horoscope, I never check the energies, why? Well, because it is going to be anyway whether you check it or not, it simply is and will happen.
I also never read my birth charts, why? Well think about it, it’s written according to your birth time and birthdate, but I mean who wrote that anyway? Besides what you read may sound accurate, but does it ever change? If you read it today and in 50 years it pretty much remains the same, correct? Yes, I know. It seems pointless checking on these things, I mean how does it actually help your life? You can work on all the things your birth chart says is wrong with you, and when you check your birth chart after working on all these things years later, guess what? The birth chart will say the same stuff and tell you to work on the same exact things it told you before. Sounds like bullocks and a waste of my time and energy. See, what inspires me is transformation. I wanted to change, I wanted to know who I am, I wanted to become who I truly am created to be…
So I realized that a divine soul blue print actually has absolutely nothing to do with astrology. I know right, they say don’t believe everything you read on the internet. The divine soul blueprint actually has everything to do with God, and our divine connection to God. See now that I connected to God, and can hear God speak to me and guide me, I realized that nobody, especially just a taught astrologist who studied for 30 years or decades, can even tell me what my divine soul blueprint is, except for God. It is the plan that was created when my soul was created. Ok, so I knew that I was an old soul who lived about 75k lifetimes, according to my akashic records, so I know that there is no way an astrologer can tell me my divine soul blueprint, I mean come on, I have 75k birthdates and birth times, that sounds like more than one messy astrology blueprint if you ask me. A pointless destiny. So it all made absolutely perfect sense. The real divine soul plan blueprint is actually the very first plan created for your soul and not just your life now. I know right, doesn’t it make sense now? So, during my 38472348 internet researches and seeding for information about twin flames and twin flame union and twin flame soul missions, you know the “ascension”. I had no clue what my mission was, I didn’t even know where my twin flame, “the finest man on the planet who ran away from me” was. All I knew was I need to find out where I am in my life, I need to find out where my twin flame is, and I also need to find out why my life is so weird and totally a rollercoaster and why do I need this “twin flame” guy, besides his amazing body and brain, I mean what made him the “one” I needed? I haven’t seen him in 22 years, he always was there but never “there”. Why was I so lost, why did he run from me every time I found him again, if he is the “one”? So I started believing I had to get my “shit” together, I had to heal, ok but heal what? Heal the pain that my twin gave me? I had no clue, all I knew was there was something I “had to heal” and something I had to do or “work on” to find this hot, amazing, sexy God of a man. Yes, the one who ran since I was 16. How was I to get him back? Ok so I did something even better, I gave up, I said ok lets just stop everything and blank him out completely. It took a few years, and I still found myself a complete, what my friends call “a train wreck”. I opened so many different businesses, I dated a few amazing but psychopathic men. It seemed like, instead of forgetting and finding someone greater than the “one and only twin flame” I was just getting into more of a train wreck zone, opening businesses I didn’t quite enjoy to the fullest as well as dating men who I didn’t enjoy to the fullest either. It seemed like my life took a drastic downfall. My ego told me to give up the “perfect twin flame guy” and explore and “find my mojo”. Listen, this never works. Never listen to your mom and your girlfriends, always follow your heart, you know why? Because your heart is the way of God. See, God has the true divine soul blueprint plans, yes not some astrologer who studied for decades and created all these tools and books, no. I realized I needed to get my “runaway perfect man” back. So how else to do that but to ask God right? Like why didn’t I just do this in the beginning? What was I thinking? Why didn’t my mom and girlfriends tell me to go into my heart and talk to God? Great, I did it myself, I knew I stopped going to church, I knew I stopped believing in Christianity, but why did I stop believing in God? Why did I slightly lose my faith just because I stopped reading the bible, and instead gained a life of train wrecks and psychos that I hated so much? I didn’t love my life which meant I really didn’t love myself. What did I do? I decided to ditch everyone, family, friends, dms, chats, emails, businesses, dreams, goals, and yes even the law of attraction. Somehow I always chose the law of attraction over God. Let me tell you that was my biggest problem. See, the law of attraction teaches you to ask this magical universe for “everything I want” well guess what I never got it. It’s all bullshit, ladies and gents. I realized, I found God, I found myself, but for real this time. I found God through my heart and I realized that you can ask the universe using the “law of attraction” to give you whatever, but really it doesn’t really work without the connection to God. Heres why, we ask the law of attraction for what we want, but God give us what we need. So I threw the “law of attraction” book into the trash, it wasn’t meant to help me, it was there to frustrate me. When I found out that my God connection guided me and inspired me to be who I truly am, I realized I didn’t need the law of attraction, I needed the law of God. Why didn’t anyone teach me this? My church that I worked in as a candle and alter girl for so many years did not teach me this, youth groups every week didn’t teach me this, my mom and teachers didn’t teach me this and you know what the book of the law of attraction never told me I needed to connect to God first. I felt betrayed by everyone I trusted. I was misled. Now, 38 years have passed and I found out that everything I needed to guide me was already within me, not school, not church not books, all within me, the temple of God. This is how I found out my plan, yes my divine soul plan blueprint. I began to speak to God, every second of the day or every time I spoke, it was to God, even when I would not use my voice, God would lead me. Silence is worth more than gold. I had to learn to stay silent. Being told I was “untreated Adhd” it was a challenge for me to calm my mind and “listen” to myself instead of “speaking” to myself non stop.
So one day, God asked me, “Anastasia, what is it that you want to do? Anything, pick anything you want” So I replied, “Well, Im studying transpersonal psychology, and I want to heal people, but after that I would like to just write books and nothing else, just write”.
It wasn’t very long, maybe in two days that I started “scribing” meaning writing immediately chapters in books, yes I was already a writer, not just an author but an anointed author, writing with the holy spirit within me. I didn’t even finish my degree program, and now I am writing sooner than I ever thought possible, 48 hours later to be exact. So then I asked God, “who am I and why am I chosen to write these books you speak of?” God replied, “ you have always been a scribe since the beginning of creation, and every lifetime you lived you lived the exact way, this is your divine soul blueprint” I was very surprised and so at peace at this very moment I knew who I was and why I was here. I knew this was my “soul mission” twin flames are supposed to find. It was very, very easy to adjust into my divine blueprint and purpose, it felt so natural, so me, so effortless, I would not want to be be doing anything else in the world right now but what I am doing right now, writing this article for you all. I achieved my God fire within, my true divine soul “blueprint”
It transformed my life, my spirit, my faith and I have never found such peace before. In 38 years I lost, it doesn’t matter because now I have gained everything God has created and planned for me, my divine soul plan and divine union with my amazing “twin flame”. Yes! The one that got away, who I seemed to be running from now, but why did I feel like I didn’t need him anymore? It was totally because I found the unconditional self love, but yes I love my divine soul plan, I love my divine man and I love God. I finally realized there was no divine union with my twin flame until I achieved my special union with God, first. This is the divine truth. Remember you will always come back to your divine soul plan. No matter how many detours you take, the plan is always set. Each plan is unique. My twin and I, now assist all souls in creating their own connection with God and love.